Sister

I have forgotten my sister's face
The one who was always there
The one I always looked up to
The one who took me under her wing

I had forgotten my sister's face
In the pictures of the wedding I did not attend
Her belly filled with a child I'll never know
Her smile unlike I remember

I had forgotten my sister's face
The pure happiness next to her new husband
The joy in her newlywed eyes
She looked beautiful in the pictures

I had forgotten my sister's  face
It's been long since we spoke
At least twelve months have passed
And she still hates me

I had forgotten my sister's face
Just like how I forgot how it started
She scared me that day
I was scared of my own big sister

I had forgotten my sister's face
But I have never stopped loving her
Unlike she did me

I couldn't remember my sister's face.